I can’t believe I still…

I was just wondering.

Wondering what you are doing. How are you. Who you’re with. I know that i’ve said i’ve had enough, its just that i care.. And now i’ve expressed it. And its done.

I miss you. And i’ll continue living my life until i miss you no more. 😢

I miss you, i want you but i’m trying to make a choice – a choice to have a little bit of self respect.

Friends?

Friends?

There are people who shows sooooo much effort to be your friend and yet its only a One way relationship. And yet there are those people whose presence does not need to be forced for you to feel connected.

Friends are people i feel like talking to or doing things with them without it feeling like a chore (even if what you are doing is actually a chore). Friends are people i can talk anything about.
Why i chose my circle as my circle is because, they will be there when you need them. You can count on them to have your back. You can have fun together and yet they will slap your face if they have to. You can talk to them about all your hopes and dreams and aspirations. You can tell them what is on your mind with them honestly telling you how brutally twisted you are.
They are there but not intrusive in their ways. They are clingy at times and yet you don’t feel smothered.

We need not have the same priorities. Or same mindset.

I need not worry what to say in front of them because they will understand. Agree or disagree, it does not matter, for our friendship will go on past these.
I am an open book to my friends. I volunteer information about myself without them asking.

If i can’t tell you where my phone came from, even if you force the truth out of me, then maybe…